Saturday, February 5, 2011
Today I am really homesick. I miss my kids and Brandon. I hate that my little Von is learning to say so many words, and I am not there! I am just feeling kinda down and I think that's ok sometimes. It is just overwhelming at times and I am so glad she is doing well or it would be a lot harder. Sometimes I feel like people have forgotten us but I know that there are still so many out there praying and thinking of Gracie. I don't know what we would do without our great families. We have no family close by, they all have to fly or drive two days, but they have been there the last 11 months. Especially my mom. I'm so grateful she is retired nd able to be there so much, how much harder it would be without that blessing!! I feel bad asking others to help and then get discouraged when some don't offer the help that is needed. I will be so glad when all of the traveling is done with in a few months. It has been a long 11 months. It is still hard. We are accustomed to it so in a way it is easier but the emotional part is taxing. I think I need some sleep!! Lol ;) I don't want to sound ungrateful but I'm just feeling kinda forgotten and wishing I could do more.
Posted by Okie Bloxhams at 9:25 PM